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Starve
04:09
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In a house of mirrors with so many faces I can see
Who do I trust when my face is breaking?
Locked in memories the honesty is obviously fading away
I want to close my eyes, I want to start over
And just close my eyes and pretend I'm dreaming
I drank so much misery, why am I starving?
Why do I need a little more tasting?
I drank so much misery, why I am starving?
Why do I need a little more tasting?
And I dread the day I'll hear the ringing and I'll know what you'll say
I need ya now I never meant to hurt ya in any way
My heart always gives in, it's just so thin
My mind won't let you end
I drank so much misery, why am I starving?
Why do I need a little more tasting?
I drank so much misery, why I am starving?
Why do I need a little more tasting?
I always give in so easily
Can't I bury this side of me
Hard to swallow any memories
when you've been there from the beginning
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2. |
Live in Fiction
03:26
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Caught in the middle of an ominous stare
with a ghost and a vixen floating in the air
Nothing could shake or break my glare
Cause' my imagination is my affixiation
Slipping into this coma like state
so I can step into visions I create
Shutting out every single word you say
cause' your voice is molasses, say it to the masses
There's not much I consider real
mentality's my shield,
my safety from the normal routines and sick monatinty
Dreams are my reality
Pretending I can scream
Because I can't stand living in a world of logical reasoning
I'm off to the abyss on my own, to my mystic cryptic home
tucked away in the unknown (Somewhere no one else knows)
Escaping the draining monologues
back to the realm where I belong
My dimension's been written I live in fiction
Caught in a similar venomous trap
forced to engage in a vapid hap
Feeling my mind seep deep into the cracks
to avoid the invasion of common conversations
Sweet, lucid, violet memories are my entire being
My sanctuary's locked in a dead stare reliving great nightmares
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3. |
My Innocense
04:49
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4. |
Remember
05:52
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5. |
As Long as it's Dark
03:53
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Wind, gray and cloudy skies and not another soul in sight
Walking in the woods on a dreary day feels so reviving
Finding piles of decayed dead things with my wolf
Yeah, I own a wolf because he's terrifying
Dancing in the moonlight on my future gravesite
lurking in the shadows cause' the sun is a parasite
sleeping in a haunted tomb, midnight is my afternoon
I'll scare you in an instant as soon as you see my living room
Words cannot describe my deep obsession for the night
I've been wired to desire anything that's dark inspired
If it's wicked I'm addicted, If it's vile I go wild
Many things most find appalling, I find calming
Just as long as it's
Dark, scary, creepy, macabre, strange, unusual or odd
Thinking freaky, eerie, dreary and horrific thoughts
Bleak, morbid, obsolete, sinister and sickening
It's unnerving, how disturbing, I'm insane for anything dark
Drinking red wine by candlelight on a dark and stormy night
I couldn't feel more alive, this is my own paradise
Wearing black and red tights and planning for the day I die
I plan to have my heart put in a jar of formaldehyde
Mistaken for a vampire in my everyday attire
Into shocking visuals and partying at funerals
celebrating Halloween every day of every week
Sipping on a sweet cyanide spiked drink
While meditating to the sounds
of squeaky swings and screeching owls
If there's dread doom and gloom I am always in a better mood
It's useless to explain the twisted function of my brain
I'm wide eyed, mesmerized and hypnotized by anything...
Dark, scary, creepy, macabre, strange, unusual or odd
Thinking freaky, eerie, dreary and horrific thoughts
Bleak, morbid, obsolete, sinister and sickening
It's unnerving, how disturbing, I'm insane for anything dark
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6. |
Castle
04:52
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7. |
Stale
04:14
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Narrow
04:44
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I'm forced to believe that I'm some kind of accident thrown into a world alone
My soul's hardly breathing, my mind keeps thinking that I was never meant to be
Here's my escape, these questions of me I can't break
I feel I need saved each and every day from the storm
Lay here for a moment just pretend you've been given everything you've ever wanted
No more hating, no more hiding, no more begging, no more crying just a
long lived life
Oh, if it were up to me you would surely be
one less victim of society
Oh, hold up your head no more is getting cold
You're not alone
I know you say you feel safe in your prison cell
But you're not foolin' me, you're not foolin' me
You can stay the same or you can away
I can be your key and release you from the chains
or you can break away
Darkness, livin' in the darkness, never leaving the darkness living in the darkness the darkness
Oh, of it were up to me you would surely be
one less victim of society
Oh, hold up your head no more is getting cold
You're not alone
Emotionless angels covering your eyes I'm here with open arms
you don't have to hide
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9. |
Ice Cream Anti-Social
05:20
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No one has spoke a single word to the girl in the back in the wedding dress
Come to think of it I don't her name and I do not recognize her face
It's not so bad, I can escape through the soundwaves
Never make your day or help you through your mistakes
Nights are the best I don't have to lie and say "I can't come over, I'm too busy tonight"
Life is kind anti human ties, there's no expectations and more personal time.
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